It Is Happening

This is no longer the same America or world as when I first began blogging.  There is a cloak of evil that is attempting to silence the Word of God and truth at this time.  And even worse, I have nothing positive to say anymore that does not feel completely contrived.

One of the main reasons I plan to stop blogging is due to the amount of progressive fascism assaulting our freedom of speech.  The censoring and blocking of all speaking the truth, especially if it goes against certain evil agendas is going on in this blogging community, on social medias and anywhere else they can “get cha!”

I have always supported any president whether I voted for them or agreed with them on everything.  What changed all of a sudden?  Hillary lost the election and screamed for her supporters to resist.  The fact that anyone would obey such an evil & unconstitutional command speaks volumes to me, especially now that I know the facts of how crooked the “FISA memo” really is.  The evil of the Democratic Party now includes every sin and perversion known to man.  Infanticide is way over the top morally but to them building a wall is immoral, not killing an unwanted child.

Overview of how & why the “FISA Memo” was drawn up.

There are others that try to silence you as well.  They intimidate or bully with being “offended” and reporting you as they did in times of Nazi occupation.  “Poor snowflakes”, someone said something they didn’t agree with.  If more of these “snowflakes” would have gotten their ass beat as a child they wouldn’t melt down so fast.  Many kids are never disciplined at home due to absent fathers and working mothers as well as damaging liberal doctrine that makes spanking a crime, but not killing your own child as long as it’s “sample size.”

As an actual liberal and former Democrat, I now bitterly regret voting for Obama both times.  President Obama was the figurehead as the progressive communists slowly infiltrated the Democratic Party in recent years.  All one has to do is read or scan world history to see what people are really like.  To see your future.  For a short time in America it was Disney, sock hops and giggling at pajama parties about boys.  Now Disney’s gone perv and we shake our ass to songs about ho’s.  Instead of innocent young girls dreaming about boys, many are making an appointment at Planned Parenthood to kill their own child because it’s the “in” thing to do, the easy thing to do when you followed the crowd to “cheapen” yourself by sleeping with anyone who looks at you twice without thought of what you were really doing.  That is a dramatic and demonic change that I refuse to accept or allow in my world.

I had thought the main reason for the promotion of abortion on demand in America was to keep the population of the minorities and peasant stock to a low, but then why the hell are the Democrats (demonrats) shipping in criminals by the thousands? Something’s not right here.  I know that Planned Parenthood sells baby parts for a fact, we all know this and they fought like hell to sue the people that exposed this horrific practice for making them look bad.  They also bring in big bucks but for who and why really.  Amazing how evil people always condemn and “crucify” the good people that do the right thing isn’t it?

Then you have to ask yourself, why all the hysteria by the progressive lefts and why now all of a sudden?  Why so frantic to stop Trump from “MAGA?” Why are there no investigations into any of the Democrats finances, many of whom are multi millionaires which is impossible on their salaries even with the most aggressive of investments?  Simply put, the Democrats don’t want their global agenda to be blocked which will infringe on their personal finances and all the corrupt practices they have gotten used to through the years.

These people would rather destroy the entire country. They would rather see our lifestyles destroyed, see many of us lose jobs and our freedoms for their selfish agendas of personal gain.  Many at the helm have completely changed their ideology about southern border security, endangering our country then lie about it.  They support drug smuggling and human trafficking by their current political stance.  They have been a party to shipping illegals up at an alarming rate.  Most of these groups photographed look like young, able bodied men, not families.  Most are not families seeking asylum at all.  This video shows how many, including Obama, Hillary, Biden & Schumer, wanted border walls at one time and suddenly now all have changed their minds.  We need to find out why.

This is one of my “tweets” from today.  This is what I think is going on right now.

1. Po’ Girl is just sitting back looking at this big picture. It’s pretty crafty but luckily #God is not mocked. Break down & indoctrinate the people with sin & debauchery, even murder of the most innocent, because humans R weak & morally broken people more easily controlled.
6:19 AM – 7 Mar 2019

Po’ Girl Shines‏ @PoGirlShines 46m46 minutes agoMore
2. Easily tempted & fooled. Have “STARS” speak their agenda of lies to the “STAR Struck” naive & ignorant. Pay off others to betray their own country & people to indoctrinate us all with progressive socialism. Obamacare created problems for many small businesses then…..

Po’ Girl Shines‏ @PoGirlShines 46m46 minutes agoMore
3. Socialist agendas pushed people into demanding higher wages which will put all small business OOB, the larger global corporations will take over, the government will control them & socialism will just “be.” This is how they planned it & have to “disarm” to prevent revolution.

Po’ Girl Shines‏ @PoGirlShines 46m46 minutes agoMore
4. Stupidity & evil work together not seeing the strength of #God’s people & our ability 2 C thru the smoke & mirrors, hence them also working like mad 2 remove all trace of #God & #Christ from our world. They refuse to repent, we don’t have to forgive. #coup not going 2 happen.

So I’m just going to keep rebuking as long as I can.  Things had a way of working out in the world in the past before technology.  Wars, wars & more wars.  Humans are now controlled by a completely different means than any leaders or kings had in the past.  There is now mass indoctrination in schools & media, medication, electronic devices to control and track us, probably even brain wave techniques we have yet to find out about.  You know, the reason the “crazy” people wore their tin foil hats.  Some of these “crazy” people are much more intelligent than the average gump walking around staring at their little screens, bouncing off their walls in a techno haze.

I wish everyone the best and hope that I am wrong about things. 

 

A Little of This & That

I am either closing up shop for a while or making some changes on the site for sure.

mug & bell some secret Santa left outside my apartment with candy at Christmas.

I’m working on various craft projects right now because I’m still downsizing, discarding and donating and came across supplies purchased years ago for whenever.  I’m not even sure why I purchased them at the time.

I found a small plastic globe this year at the dollar store and created a light by decoupaging some pressed flowers on it and inserting a light for another dollar.  Very lightweight and cute.

I had various wooden plaques and frames I’ve never used, found some plaster of Paris angels and cupids I was going to adhere to furniture at one time but changed my mind so I painted and decoupaged some of it.  This is the first time in a long time I have even felt like doing much of anything.

I painted 2 5 x 7 baseboards, 2 wooden plaques approximately 4 x 6 and a wooden cross with a gold based paint.  I purchased it many years ago and you can’t get this quality in hobby paints anymore.  You can get the wood pieces at various craft and hobby stores.  Not sure if the dollar store carries anything like this but you can always check.  I used some tissue paper to decoupage on each piece.

If you like to do various decoupage or paper art, it’s nice to shop various specialty gift shops for unique tissue designs such as the paper I used.  Most stores and Hallmark shops don’t carry very interesting patterns as a rule but always check when you shop.

Not sure what my original plans were for these plaster figurines, but I decided to paint them all gold as well to use in my projects. I had seen a unique furniture piece years ago with cupid figures and decoupage, but since I don’t have a piece of furniture in mind to use them on, I created these out of the pure boredom of being snowed and frozen inside for now. -45 wind chill and almost a foot of snow within a week. Yikes, then supposed to go up to 50 above in a couple of days. Madness!

I adhered a couple of the cupids on solid gold plaques and two others on the decoupaged plaques I planned on adhering on the tissue covered backing boards for contrast.  The tissue does have flecks of gold throughout making it a great choice.  I then adhered the larger angel which was a broken Christmas ornament that I had kept when the hanger at the head broke off.

Basically finished. Just not sure what I’m doing with them. The set of three can be used on a mantle or wall art in a grouping. The cross went on a painted plaque and the cupids on backer boards were just slid into matching painted frames.


So if I do continue blogging I will be changing the format and style depending on if I move and what I end up doing.  I will continue ONLY if I have something worth blogging about. Something creative, tips, ideas, something that is not just a time waster for all involved.
Thank you for following my blog all these years. God bless.

Happy New Year

Woke to no heat.  Thankfully it was in the 30’s this morning.  I woke up about 3 am to pee, good thing this was not a “hangover” day for me.  I noticed it felt cold but too lazy to walk to the next room to “turn up the heat” which is what I thought was wrong.  Went right back to bed shivering.  I woke a couple of hours later colder, went to turn it up and felt the radiator cold as ice.

Damn!

It went out a few times last year.  We have an old boiler in the building but last year after new management took over, my heat has not only gone out once in a while, it’s not as warm as it used to be.  I have not seen the heating & cooling people out here for a while now, maybe saving money.  I have a space heater I turned on and made some hot coffee to warm myself after dressing myself in layers and then wrapping myself in a blanket fleece robe.

I waited for a while to call the caretaker, being a Holiday and all.  At 10 am when it was still out he said he had gotten other complaints and restarted the boiler again.  That was cause for celebration indeed.  Another slice of “better than sex” cake!

It’s alive!

Warm is good.  Cold bad.

Starting the New Year Right

I’m probably going to be folding up shop in 2019, not positive exactly when but……

Now you see me…

Soon you will not.

I have not been able to buckle down as I had planned to turn this site into what I wished it would be.  To be very honest, most things in my life and in the world are nothing like I planned or imagined.  I’m sure most of us feel this way.  Right now I’m tired.  I’m beat.  I know that this is part of the reason for my losing my passion to do what I had originally planned.

Many of my plans cost me WAY more than the projects were worth emotionally and financially, especially since internet traffic is becoming worse and most of it is now controlled by mega corporations that hold the little guys hostage with increasing fees for everything.  Especially advertising.  If you don’t let them extort you, you are dead to the online world.  They can bite me.  I will eventually be off the grid, just not sure how soon that will come to pass.

The problem with information being held hostage is pretty soon the world will become nothing but propaganda with only the very wealthy having a voice and controlling everyone and soon everything.  How will truth fit in?  This is VERY DANGEROUS.  Never before now have we experienced such a horrific scenario with cameras on every corner and absolutely no privacy anywhere.  These are indeed the end times and how I wish I was just a “fanatic.”  I will never forget when I first heard folk talk like this 40 years ago and I thought they were nuts.  Now we all have proof they were not.  They believed in scripture as the “Gospel” when I just used it to guide me.

Important scripture to remember right now, especially after Christmas.  I used to say “The Holidays” until the Word Nazis got “butthurt” over the word Christmas because “Christ” was in the mix.  They can “get thee behind me” in the name of Jesus!

I love spreading Jesus all over social media.  Many love it, that follow me specifically, but to others I am simply spreading the “butthurt.”

Winter joke! (still no snow here)

Another joke (?)

Speaking of bull, remember those BS news stories from a year ago about possible Chocolate shortages?  https://www.foxnews.com/food-drink/experts-say-chocolate-could-be-impossible-to-produce-by-2050  Problem with nonsense like “shortages” is they can and usually are falsely generated by various entities to carry forth their agendas and to control the people and/or profits.  As someone who comes from a long line of farmers, food shortages are almost impossible for any reason.

God created cocoa beans!

Praying for the world to find Jesus and appreciate what life is really for.

Life Really is a Bitch

And Then You Die.

I remember when I first heard this expression and laughed heartily.  It was after I had been through many trials in my life.  I think I was in my early 30’s at the time.

This is a true saying so stay here as long as you can and try to get as much enjoyment and fulfillment as you can without taking anything away or harming others.  That being said, serving others used to bring me much fulfillment until I could see what I was really doing.  Mostly “enabling.”

I don’t think it’s a favor to anyone to placate and make their lives easy when your life is so hard.  It actually makes no sense at all.  How is this coddled person ever supposed to develop character of their own?  How are they ever going to be tough enough to live in this cold cruel world when they have others in their life treating them like a new-born baby just so they can feel needed.

Anyone else see the cheery gif on Facebook & Twitter?

 Sad that this is where I am at right now and it’s not going to get better.  I can’t even pretend but I really don’t want to get into everything right now besides TWO of my brothers are critically ill at this time.

One of my brothers is hanging on after being in a coma for about a month, is able to eat and be transferred to a wheelchair after being completely bed ridden for which I am very grateful but another brother has now taken a turn for the worse with possible cancer and surgery in the next couple days which I am praying about.  Sad fact is I can’t snap out of it.  I can’t even make myself feel “Christmassy”  I should feel super happy and grateful that my brothers are still here, though just hanging on and I’m expecting a miracle for them but I think feeling such horrific stress that comes with a loved one on the brink and not knowing has been just too much for me.

I’ve tried, believe me.  Too many treats, trying to make myself feel better.  I’m even considering taking up drinking which I hate!  Wasn’t keen on this woman’s idea of fun either.

This one, cute, but also a no.

So I know why it’s so hard this time of year. I have posted a few things about my dysfunctional life but not much. I wanted to keep this blog as superficial as possible. I hate being real because real for me is not an option. I LOVE being in a dream world. Not one of drugs or being artificially high but one where I am lost in a good book, maybe an old movie, a painting or some act of creation, when art was my thing. I love being lost in beauty or something interesting. I hate dramas, never liked soap opera’s because I had enough real drama in my own life. I needed peace.  Strange that I find solace in social media now because sometimes you get some real weirdos.  Most are pretty cool though.  I enjoy it.

I was never alone in my life til the last few years. It’s been horrible and great depending. I actually hate being alone. At first it was pure torture and it sort of fragmented me, but now that I’m used to it in a way that I can deal with it, I have found that I don’t like being around others for too long.
I get uncomfortable for various reasons from boredom to trying to placate or figure out someone’s unpredictable behavior.  Oh the joys of human interaction!

I do know that since I have been hurt many times in my life, I no longer trust. When you don’t trust, you can’t be around others. You become sort of paranoid. I knew others like this. That started avoiding others and got like a hermit. That’s a little like I’m becoming now. I moved to an area I had always wanted to live when I had money, but now that I have no money I was able to move here. Boy, if that’s not the story of my life….A dollar short and a day late, damned if I do and damned if I don’t. I can never get my life timed right. Anyone else ever feel that way?  This picture shows why I now have zero tolerance for the narcissism of the typical alcoholic and all the trouble they cause for others.

Christmas 1960 where dad must have been drinking again. I feel so bad for my family and how sad or scared we all look.

Some do have their lives go along perfectly, their plans are never disturbed. This was never my case. I knew women that could plan when they wished to become pregnant and they did. I did the same, didn’t happen as I planned doing everything right. Same with other things in my life like working hard, saving, etc. Finally purchased a home and the mortgage crashed. I realized it really didn’t have anything to do with poor decision making but just bad luck. I actually used to feel that I was cursed and reading the Bible used to make me feel bad about myself in this regard. I felt that God didn’t bless me because I must be doing something wrong. This really turned me off religion. I since got into the actual Words of Christ so I get it. Life sucks, people suck and it’s just one of those things. All you can do is pray and never give up no matter how much you want to.


Truth is, you never know when something’s going to turn around. You never know if you can be a blessing for someone else and not even know it. So F the bad luck and BS of the world. Jesus overcame it all for us and the very least I will do is LIVE and walk in the Word to show that I appreciate it.

Prayers Needed

in the name of Jesus!

I have hesitated to post anything since Halloween.  I had mentioned that a family member was in the hospital at that time.  It’s my youngest brother and the prognosis is not good.  Apparently he is in late stage Liver failure and it’s more than likely due to his lifestyle when he was younger.  I know he does drink regularly but many people do and don’t have this happen to them.

He has been a heavy drinker most of his adult life especially when he was in the lead singer in a Heavy Metal Band many years ago with a lifestyle that went with it.  They played in many of the rock and roll clubs in Detroit and the suburbs.

My brother is on the left.

I was originally told that my brother was injured when he lifted something heavy and tore his esophagus.  This happened due to the thinning and weakening of the membranes making bleeding a huge danger.  He must have already been quite ill for some time but never said anything, as many of us don’t until it’s too late.  I have heard of cirrhosis of the liver before but never knew that it actually can make your body sort of deteriorate where you have bleeding all through your body, sometimes severe enough to cause death.  I have been reading up on this condition to find out as much as I can.

He had emergency surgery on November 1st for esophageal bleeding, was in the hospital approximately one week recuperating and having more tests, was released and collapsed a few days later at home in a much worse condition with more widespread bleeding.  He was in a coma for approximately 11 or 12 days and started waking up a few days ago.  He has been in ICU because it does not look good, he could pass at any time.  He was just taken off the ventilator a few days ago when I was there on Thanksgiving and it broke my heart to see my brother with tubes all over his body knowing any time might be the last time and having him plead with me to bring him back home.

He has no energy and kept saying “help me” and “take me home with you” in the tiniest whisper changing from lucid one minute to not making any sense the next.  The nurse told me this was common due to high blood ammonia from the liver.  When I had to leave due to the 2 hour drive back home before dark, he kept saying “don’t go.”  Until a pretty nurse came into the room, then I could leave.

One of my daughter-in-laws was able to feed him a tiny amount of thickened liquid yesterday as well.  He has a feeding tube and is not supposed to have much by mouth right now, anything can cause this bleeding again but since they can’t just have him stay this way in ICU, they are trying to see if he can tolerate stuff so they can eventually get him out of there and he can actually come back home.

One of the nurses said if he can get through this crisis and follow Doctors orders there might be a possibility to get on a transplant list if he gets stronger.  If I qualify I would not hesitate to donate part of my liver.  My liver tests looked good a couple months ago.  I have hardly ever drank, smoked or took drugs my entire life so I am hoping that it’s a possibility though age is also a qualifying factor.  I forget the older you get the less valuable your life becomes in our society.